Johnny Murdoc

Happy Valentine’s Day

It’s Valentine’s Day, one of the few holidays I enjoy celebrating. I’ve always said that D. and I are happy to celebrate holidays that are about us: birthdays, anniversary, Valentine’s.

Unfortunately I’m at work and D. is at home, so any sort of celebration is going to have to wait until I can traverse half of Missouri and get back to him this afternoon.

In the meantime, I have a sort-of Valentine’s Day Gift for you:

My ebook, Hard Lessons, is currently free on Amazon.com:

I do hope you’ll enjoy it.

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The Vegan Zombie

I should be in bed. Instead I’m watching vegan cooking videos on Youtube. Specifically, The Vegan Zombie cooking videos. I found him through the most ridiculously circuitous route (as one finds nearly anything cool on the internet).


I kind of want to make out with this dude, and then have him make me a vegan omelet the next morning. (It is more likely—and preferable—that I will make out with my boyfriend and then have him make me vegan french toast in the morning.) (But I really want to try that omelet.)



Oh, he totally makes vegan french toast, too.

You can find The Vegan Zombie at: YouTube | TheVeganZombie.com | Twitter | Facebook (where I stole all of the above photos from.)

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Incubus Logo

I haven’t had a chance to watch the trailer, yet, but I just wanted to note how god damn great the logo for Francois Sagat’s film, Incubus, is:

Graphic design in porn and erotica is really lacking, and this logo is a welcome change. Without question, this logo was created specifically for the film; the design is raw, evocative, and unique. I hope more porn studios start thinking about presentation and design as much as Sagat and TitanMen have.

Check out the trailer (warning: I have no idea what’s in it, I’m just posting it because I’m sure you’re curious!) below the cut:

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Oh, hello, Joey. Also, book reviews.

My family is celebrating Thanksgiving tomorrow, so the boyfriend and I have a whole day of sitting around the house and relaxing (although, rest assured, we will be venturing out tonight to see The Muppets, because, fuck yeah: Muppets!).

My buddy Marlen Boro has been running a new photo set of Joey, including the above photo, which Marlen dedicated to me on his blog. It may be apparent at this point that I’m a little smitten with Joey; the guy has his own tag on my blog, now.


It’s a little crazy to me that I’ve only posted once since Halloween; that’s lax, even by my standards. It’s difficult, trying to balance time between writing, working and living, and the writing time can get split up by so many things. I’ve got more than a few projects that I’m juggling right now, so the blog tends to take a back seat. Hopefully, the work that I put out will make up for it.

I’ve also been reading a lot lately. Since acquiring an ebook reader, I’ve been making my way through some gay romance/erotica books. I’ve ruminated a bit in the past here about romance vs. erotica and I still think about it a lot, but I won’t bore you. I will say that I’ve enjoyed the books that I’ve read, and that they’re just as filthy as anything I’ve ever written.

The first two that I read (recommended by Sarah of the Rain on the Roof blogs) were by JL Langley. Both books were about gay cowboys in Texas. The first, Tin Star, tells the story of a young man, Jamie, who gets kicked off of the family ranch when he comes out of the closet. To his rescue comes Ethan, Jamie’s older brother’s best friend, who owns another local ranch and hires Jaimie on as a ranch hand. Ethan’s gay, too, but has always kept his sexuality a secret for fear of what his friends and neighbors would think. Things quickly heat up as Ethan and Jamie confront the lust they’ve always had for one another. The plot itself feels melodramatic at times, occasionally downright soap-operatic. The people of the small Texas town where this all takes place don’t take kindly to an openly gay cowboy and Jamie receives threats and more-than-threats of violence. Still, through all of the melodrama, a giddy, horny story of lust and love races through the book, with nearly every chapter punctuated by an explicit sex scene. I popped a boner more than once, but I also found myself completely enamored with Ethan and Jamie. I’d be lying if I didn’t say my heart swelled more than my dick did.

The Tin Star worked so well for me that I immediately downloaded the follow-up, The Broken H. The Broken H isn’t a sequel, per se, although Jamie and Ethan make appearances throughout the book. This time we follow Shane Cortez, the mid-40′s foreman of the titular ranch. Cortez has considered himself part of the family who owns the ranch ever since they took him in decades earlier, when his own family kicked him out. When Cortez’s paternal boss suffers a heart attack, Cortez finds himself face to face with Sheriff Grayson Hunter, the ranch’s prodigal son. Shane and Gray have a lot of emotional baggage to deal with, but they find themselves in bed together quickly. The Broken H. The Broken H has fewer soap opera elements than the previous book, although there are death threats and accusations of impregnation, but I also found myself less emotionally invested in Shane and Gray than I did Ethan and Jamie. Still, I enjoyed the book and I’d recommend it to anyone who enjoyed Tin Star.

If you’re curious about just how explicit Langley’s writing is, here’s an excerpt from The Broken H. The Broken H:

Finally, Shane broke their kiss, flipping Gray’s shirt over his head and dropping it to the floor. A finger ran down Gray’s torso, starting between his smooth pecs and ending at his navel. Shane dipped that meandering digit inside the hollow, then followed the trail of hair, starting below his navel, until he hit the top of the low waistband of Gray’s jeans.

Gray watched Shane watch him, those brown eyes practically scorching his body as they followed the line down. Then, before Gray even realized what he was about, Shane bent over and traced the same path with his tongue.

He couldn’t breathe, his breath hitched in his throat and refused to leave. Was this really happening? “Shane …”

“Relax.” Shane rose and kissed him again, this time charting a moist course and nipping along his neck and shoulder, leaving goose bumps in his wake. When he got to Gray’s collarbone, he reached down and unfastened Gray’s jeans.

Oh, God! Gray’s balls pulled tighter, his cock jerking in anticipation. When that tanned, callused hand slipped inside and found his prick, his hips pushed forward, practically begging. Shane squeezed and rubbed through the thin cotton of his boxers. His prick started to leak. Shane moaned and squeezed again as his mouth surrounded Gray’s nipple.

“Fuck!” He pulled Shane closer, cradling his head against his chest with one hand, stroking his back with the other. If he was only going to get to do this once, he was going to seize the opportunity and finally play with that glorious and silken black mane. He snatched the end of Shane’s braid, pulled the band off and unraveled it. How many times had he dreamed of combing his fingers through it? Lifting several strands, he let them fall again.

Shane sighed softly and moved his mouth down Gray’s chest. When he reached Gray’s dick, he hooked his thumbs through the waistband of the jeans and pushed them and Gray’s boxers down in one quick motion.

Gray’s prick bobbed free, standing straight up, feeling unbelievably sensitive in the cool air. He was so fucking hard he ached. He wanted Shane’s mouth, his hands, something … anything on his cock. “Holy shit!”

Shane’s tongue flicked over the tip, then engulfed his dick in the moist heat of his mouth. Gray groaned, fingers tightening in the thick black hair. Shane groaned too, then stood up, making Gray cry out at the loss of those beautiful lips.

“Bedroom, Grayson.” Shane leaned forward and brushed a quick kiss against him. “Now.”

I’m currently reading Damon Suede’s Hot Head. It’s an entirely different beast from Langley’s books. It’s too early for me to give it a review, but I’m enjoying it. The characters are more complex and Suede’s writing is minimal but brutal at times. I’m struggling with the “gay for you” theme of the book, but I find the writing and the story compelling enough to keep reading it.

Interestingly, Hot Head is in the final rounds of the 2011 Goodreads Choice Awards; it’s the sole gay (or M/M, as it’s commonly referred to) book in the Best Romance category, and it’s up against titans of romance such as Nora Roberts, Kresley Cole, Gena Showalter, and JR Ward. Regardless of how I’ll ultimately feel about the book, its presence in the final rounds is damned impressive.


And on that note, I’m out. I have the strong urge to curl up in bed with a book. Or play video games. Or write. Yeah, I should be trying that, too.

Happy Thanksgiving, everyone!

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The Howling in Dunwich Hall

It’s almost Halloween and I’m proud to release my follow-up to “The Horror in Dunwich Hall:”

It’s available directly from me, at Amazon.com, and at BarnesandNobles.com!

After the terrifying events of “The Horror in Dunwich Hall,” Christopher King is looking forward to life returning to normal. When a strange but beautiful man introduces himself to King, it quickly becomes clear that nothing will ever be the same again. “The Howling in Dunwich Hall” kicks off a series of events that finds King facing dangers unlike anything he’s ever seen and lands him squarely in the middle of a supernatural war, and into the arms of a werewolf! Balancing horror and eroticism, Best Gay Erotica 2011 contributor Johnny Murdoc presents a potent mix of sex and scares!

Those of you who follow me on Facebook have noticed that I’ve been working on this story a lot recently. It’s not my usual type of fiction, and it required that I stretch some writing muscles that I haven’t used in awhile. I hope you guys enjoy reading it, and I hope you enjoy the continuing Christopher King stories. It’s a world I’m looking forward to expanding, and I’m having a lot of fun working on serialized fiction.

I’d like to give another shout-out to Marlen Boro, who provided me with the top of the two photos used in the cover (the second courtesy of the US Fish and Wildlife department, thank you very much public domain).

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Crazy, scary, hot Walt.

I’m currently curled up in bed trying to figure out the best use of the next few hours. Last night, my partner graduated from his nursing program—I couldn’t be more proud of him—but the last year has been a crazy, frustrating, exhausting mess and this weekend feels like a metaphorical culmination of everything. We were out late and woke up incredibly early to help with a fundraiser at my niece’s school, and now we’re preparing for Evan’s graduation party, an event that promises to go late into the evening. My brain is exhausted and fried and I’m trying to keep my eyes open but I really need to make a cake, because the man deserves cake.


For your crazy, scary, hot Saturday mentality, I share with you this photo of Walt Cessna by Darren Ankenbaur for an upcoming issue of Handbook Magazine:

This nude guy is a very well known photographer in New York and is quite comfortable in front of the camera. I pitched the idea for a slightly “psychotic” looking shoot and he really delivered with his body language and the he worked the camera.

A few weeks ago, Walt ran a series of photographs on his blog where he wrote little bits about each of the models. Walt’s photographs have always been expressive and you can feel the intimacy, friendship and love that happens between him and his models, but having these extra little stories felt voyeuristic. I’m a creature of prose and narrative and these bios added so much texture to each photo:




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Joey in the kitchen.


This is how my brain works:

I’m driving to work and two Highway Patrol cars are parked on the short gravel path that connects one half of the highway to the other. The two cops are standing next to their car, chatting. One’s a man and a woman. By the time I pass their cars, I’ve already started to weave a story about two male cops who meet at the median each day. Sometimes they stand next to their cars, but when it’s cold they both sit in one car. Maybe it starts out as coworkers, talking shop. Then they become friends, and they’re sharing details about their personal lives. Then, one day, in a fit of lust and heat, they end up swapping handjobs or blowjobs right there with a highway full of traffic zooming by on either side of them.

Fucking hot, right?

That story may get written, or it may reside with the dozens (hundreds!) of stories and fantasies that roll around in my brain.


Marlen Boro has put up more photos of Joey, the cute, spunky model I posted about a few weeks ago.

Boro also posts about our recent (and future) collaborations:

A few months ago I was tooling around the interweb, reading some erotic fiction – and it dawned on me that I wanted to incorporate some literary elements into my blog. I emailed a few authors – no response.

And then Johnny posted a few of my shots on his site – I checked out his work – stayed up until 4am reading his amazing stories – we traded a few emails. Johnny wanted photos to use with his eBooks. I wanted some engaging fiction to turn into a serial installment. It was like one of those “cooperation” skits on the porn version of Sesame Street!

Tomorrow is the first installment of “Do Me A Favor”. You’re going to enjoy it. Johnny’s work is a pleasure to read – literary but not pretentious – it’s fucking hot.

Boro, you may recall, provided the covers my latest ebook collection, Hard Lessons.



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New ebook: Hard Lessons

I’m pleased to announce the release of my new ebook collection, Hard Lessons!

Hard Lessons collects my latest published works, including my Best Gay Erotica 2011 contribution, “Bodies in Motion.” Each of the four stories in this collection were previously only available in some of the best erotica collections of the past few years, including Headmaster Magazine.

These stories explore the socially and sexually charged boundaries between men. In “Kick, Push,” a young banker crashes head first—literally—into the living embodiment of his former punk days and finds himself throwing caution to the wind once again. “Man, They Say Cutter’s Gay” tells the story of a young boxer-in-training who finds himself naked in the locker room with the gym’s boxing champion, a man he happens to be deeply in lust with. “Here There be Rebels” continues the tale of Headmaster Magazine’s titular character as he finds a way to channel the raw masculinity of the student body into a relationship with Elliott, a young Applied Mechanics professor. And finally, in “Bodies in Motion,” a science teacher and the assistant coach find themselves redefining the jock/nerd experience as first-year teachers at their old high school.

The book is available for download from Amazon.com, BarnesandNoble.com, and directly from me in the Queer Young Cowboys shop !

One special bonus available if you purchase directly from me is the option to buy the special johnnymurdoc.com “dirty edition” of the ebook, featuring a special cover photograph:

Both spectacular photographs were provided by the stunning and talented Marlen Boro!

The ebook download from my website includes .pdf, .epub, and .mobi versions to cover all of your ereader needs!

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Micro-pub.

Every once in awhile, you hear a word—a label—that rings true to you. Last night, I found that word in a Chuck Wendig essay, “The Trials and Tribulations of The Modern Day Writer:”

Micro-pub.

As a sidenote, I like that term. “Micro-pub.” Better than indie, which carries its own debate. Better than self-published, which is a term that sounds about as dismissive and masturbatory as a term can get. (“I just ‘self-published’ my seed into this Kleenex!”) Ahh, but micro-pub! One man publishing. Like micro-brew.

Yeah. I like it.

I will hereby refer to myself as a “micro-pub.”

At least until I forget I came up with that term, which is in about — *checks watch* — ten minutes.

-Chuck Wendig

I can’t add much to Wendig’s statement—he pretty much sums up exactly why I like the term—but it struck me at the right time, as I was laying in bed having spent hours doing last minute formatting on an ebook that should be coming out today but may be coming out tomorrow because there are just not enough hours in some days. Yesterday was one of those.

Right now, the ebook is complete but I’m waiting for Amazon and Barnes and Noble to populate it on their sites before I launch it. That may be today, but it’s looking more and more like it’s going to be tomorrow. Hopefully this disappoints a few of you, but hopefully it doesn’t disappoint you too much.

This will teach me to announce ebook release dates ahead of time!


I’m about 3/4 of the way through Wendig’s book, Revenge of the Penmonkey. It’s well-worth the $2.99, by the way. I really dig his (oft times filthy and profane) practical approach to discussing writing and publishing. Some people approach writing as too much of an artform, but Wendig is realistic about both what he’s doing and his place in the writing hierarchy. He’s smart, and he avoids a lot of the politicking around the publishing industry and the best path for writers to take.

I’ve long given up the bullshit of “I don’t read books about writing,” because, really, how else are you going to learn? I write well, but I can always write better, and I can always learn from another writer’s perspective and experience.


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Falling Slowly

I’m sitting outside on the porch. It’s 68 degrees, Fahrenheit. The high today is only 71. It’s weird to wake up to a day that has pretty much already settled in.

Bad weather means I don’t have to go outside, I don’t have to take advantage of every single minute of my life and live as fully as possible. I’ve always been better at sitting back and contemplating. Nostalgia is my favorite emotion. -Natty Soltesz

I read this yesterday and it made my heart soar. Soltesz nailed something about me that I hadn’t really considered, but I related to it instantly.

In a conversation with someone the other day, I wrote, “I’m prone to… romanticizing the more rural part of my existence. It always kicks in this time of year when the weather starts to cool down and I find myself falling back into a rural Gothic mindset and crave Stephen King novels. It doesn’t help that, today, I’m working out of my old community college, about ten minutes from where I grew up. Think more ‘rural Missouri’ than St. Louis. Think ‘Meth Capitol of the World.’”

I think that it’s my Pavlovian response to fall, that the end of summer will always reconnect me to “the new school year,” whatever that may be. I’m only thirty; new school years weren’t all that long ago. Fall reminds me of my childhood, and my childhood reminds me of home. I love summer, I love being able to strip out of (most of) my clothes and step outside, I love being able to bike in the park, I love being able to sit out on my porch and drink a beer. When I was in my early 20′s, the onset of Fall always meant the impending arrival of Winter, with our life-stopping snow and ice storms. I hate driving in the snow.

Now I enjoy Fall for what it is: a relief. Late summers in Missouri can be toxic. This year, we went through the same stifling heatwave that most of the country did and going outside could be downright oppressing. Fall means the end of that. Fall means sweaters and, yes, Stephen King novels.


I’ve been posting a lot of jack off videos lately. I don’t know why. I think I’m just perpetually horny right now.

MrDopeDick1:

I got up early in the morning, and had to take care of my morning wood.

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